Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I have decided I need something to help me keep my insanity! I am a mother of four little girls all under the age of six. They occupy much of my time. I am also a teacher which means I just started summer vacation which I am extremely excited about. Somedays are so crazy around here. It is non-stop from the moment I wake up to the moment I hit the pillow. Someone is always into something, crying, laughing, screaming, etc. There is a lot of fun involved but a lot of craziness to! Today has been a hard day for many reasons but not because of my children. My husband and I are looking for direction in our life. We just feel like we have no clue as to what is next for our families future. I wonder if this is because sometimes I don't always put God first in my life. I wonder if I am looking for answers but my own not God's answer! I need to look to him but I am so nervous at this point. I wonder what tomorrow will bring.